Before I joined London escorts, I did a brief stint as an adult model and a porn star. When I met my now partner at London escorts, it was clear that he was into dating hot women but not really that much into porn. I decided not to tell him about my passed. Now, that I have left London escorts and moved into his house, I am really worried that my porn past is going to come back and haunt me. I am sure that I would be the end of our relationship if he would out that I used to model and star in porn movies.
I have to be honest, my boyfriend is not really into watching porn movies. My movie that I made is out there somewhere, but I hope that he will never come across it. If he did, I knew that he would be angry with me for being dishonest with him. Also I don’t think that he would accept that I made a porno in the first place. He is happy to accept London escorts, and that I worked for London escorts, but the fact that I used to be a porn star would be a strict no-no to a guy like him. After all, he has his business to think about.
To be honest, I am not sure what has happened to my adult photos. Most of them were published in magazines abroad and I don’t think that it is very likely that my new partner will find them. It was in the early days of me joining London escorts. I dated this guy who was a photographer and he talked me into making some extra money while I was starting out at London escorts. Okay, I know better now. He was not a very nice guys and I just have to accept that I was a bit naive at the time.
Life is not always easy and sometimes you do the wrong thing. I like to think that I have put my life straight now. Leaving London escorts was okay at the time, I had done rather well for myself. Maybe one day my London escorts psat will come back at haunt me as well. I seem to move in different circles now so hopefully things will be okay. We are getting married next year, and I want things to be right in between us. My husband to be wants a glamorous wife, but I am not sure that he wants a former adult model and porn star.
Should I tell my husband to be? I have been toying with this idea a lot, but I have decided to say no. It would be risking everything that I have at the moment, and I am not sure that I am happy to do that. Yes, I would still have my own flat and stuff like that, but I do honestly love this guy. We have a good life together and I am not going to wreck it. There are still times when I feel that I have been dishonest to him, but my friends at London escorts really do not feel that it is worth saying anything to him. I think that they are right.